Drown the World in Noise

My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic
Pace of the world
I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
falling apart

There are places i'll remember all my life though some have changed some forever not for better....

Dont carry the world upon your shoulders.
Some have gone and some remain all these places have their moments....

For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool by making his world a little colder.

He wasn't a child, And all the people hurried fast, real fast, And no one ever smiled.

Little darling, i feel that ice is slowly melting. little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear....

I want you to notice
When Im not around
Youre so fuckin special
I wish I was special....

Sometimes I fear that I might dissapear
In the blur of fast forward I faulter again
Forgetting to breathe, I need to sleep
getting nowhere

I'll tell a story, paint you a picture from my past.
I was so happy, but joy in this life seldom lasts.....

The anger swells in my guts and I won't feel these slices and cuts.....

I cannot pretend that I felt any regret cause each broken heart will eventually mend

there may still be others but i like to pretend
that I'm the one you really want to grow old with

As the blood runs red down the needle and thread.....

And then he climbed my tower, and off of the edge of me he ran.....

But Im a creep, Im a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I dont belong here.....

All that I've missed I see in the reflection
Passed me while I wasn't paying attention
Tired of rushing, racing and running
falling apart

Someday you will be loved

will i ever come first? the universe contracts decide

Let me have it all, let me have a battle on, Easy target
Look can we just, just get it over with.
It's getting worse, against all the odds, It's getting worse.

He wasn't a child
And all the people hurried fast, real fast
And no one ever smiled

Would you please take me away from this place
I cannot bear to see the look upon your faces
And if there is some kind of god do you think he's pleased?

The noise of the world is getting me caught up
Chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it
Just need to breathe, somebody please
Slow me down

Do you mind if I sit here down by your graveside
And rest for a while in the warm summer sun
I've been walking all day, and I'm nearly done